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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 23, 2010 18:39:31 GMT 10
Jacob looked at Nessie who was peering through the bars of her cot, her hand outstretched in Jacob’s direction. His heart clenched when he saw the tears on her pink cheeks, shocked that Bella would rather see her daughter in tears than with him. Tears formed in his own eyes, seeing how selfish that act was for the girl/vamp he called his best friend. Jacob looked down at his feet, then back up to Nessie’s tear-filled eyes. As much as it hurt the werewolf to do so, he would have to get out of Bella’s house... for now. Couldn’t she see it was hurting her child?
”Okay.” Jacob whispered, not looking Bella in the eyes. His brown eyes stayed fixated on his bare feet, dirty from the jog here. His hands were held together behind his back in a gesture to show Bella that he was of no harm. ”I’ll go, but you know as well as I do that I can’t stay away from her forever.” he said, peeking at the vampire’s eyes. He then shifted his glance to Nessie and plastered a small smile onto his face for the little girl. ”Be good to Mummy,” he said, whilst resisting the urge to take her into his arms again. That would certainly be a great way of pissing Bella off again.
Jacob walked out of the house, trying to think of a way to see Nessie again. He needed to see her or he’d literally go crazy. It wasn’t until his eyes focussed again that he realised he was standing outside the cottage, staring through the window at the mother and daughter. The gravitational pull was so strong that he couldn’t bear to go any farther away from Nessie. He moved closer to the window pane, assessing that the window could be easily opened. Well, if no one let him see Nessie during the day, then he’d turn into a complete stalker and visit her at night if they ever left her alone. He didn’t think that would happen. Jacob sighed loudly, trying to catch a glimpse of the child’s brown eyes. He prayed that she would turn around and see him, so she would know that he still cared, no matter what her mother did.
WORDS! 377
STATUS! Complete
TAGS! Bella Nessie Open
NOTES! Sucksss
INSPIRATION! I have zilch XD
CREDITS! Template by arro @ Caution!
LYRICS! Mr Brightside by The Killers
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Post by Renesmee Carlie Cullen. on Jul 23, 2010 20:46:49 GMT 10
Although Renesmee was crying, her vision was perfect. Tears continued to try to fog her vision, but she found that all she could do was just witness the argument in front of her. She hated the shouting, the crying, the way her mother was treating Nessie like absolute crap..her mother didnt care that her daughter was crying, and that all she needed to do was just place her in Jacob's arms and everything would be perfect. Renesmee would stop crying, and she would be warm next to him. Even more so than she was now. Everyone else was so cold. She needed to be in his arms.
Renesmee squeezed her eyes shut before opening again as soon as her mother demanded Jacob to walk out of the house and never walk back again. Renesmee continued to keep her arms out stretched, hating to be put int he cot. It was a prison, and now it was even worse because she wasnt near Jacob. For some odd reason that Renesmee couldn't figure out (which wasnt very common in the first place), she needed to be near him. Just the way he looked at her. He loved her, but not the same way that her family did. Still, she was innocent. As much as she knew, she didnt know about romance yet, and even though she was growing at a rapid rate, it didnt look or feel like she would know what it meant any time soon. At all.
The pain that ripped through Bella couldn't even begin to compare to the pain Renesmee noticed in Jacob's eyes as she watched him leave. "No! Dont go!" she cried out, tears coming down more than ever. She stood up, trying to follow Jacob out. On her two, already quite strong legs, she tried to climb out of the crib. However, as it seemed that it wasnt going to happen, so took the wooden bars and started to snap them in half, being careful to choose the right ones. She didnt want the cot to collapse on her. Obviously, she had the maturity or sophistication pass a two day old baby. Even pass a two year old toddler! She wasnt growing fast. And there was no way of knowing how long it would be until she stopped...
IF she stopped, of course.
Renesmee looked up at her mother with begging eyes, ones filled with pain and tears. She wanted 'HER Jakie'. And she wanted him now.
He was so warm, and so soft...unlike all the other people who had held her, that was what she wanted and now that she had felt soft skin finally, she wanted to feel nothing BUT what she had just witnessed. She had felt so safe in his arms already!
Renesmee struggled against her mother as she picked her up, placing her hand onto her mothers cheek, showing her how much she had hurt her by taking her away from Jacob. Renesmee showed the feeling of the warm skin, the feeling of the softness, and the feeling of how he looked at her, of how comfortable & warm she had been. How heart broken she could be if she didnt see her 'teddy bear' anymore.
Renesmee continued to show the emotions she was feeling and her thoughts until she saw Jacob and she took her hand away, placing her head onto her mothers shoulder, her tears falling down onto her mothers top.
Renesmee looked over to the window and smiled at Jacob, now feeling better. Still, it wasnt going enough. She wanted him THERE! In fact, she felt like she already needed him there with her!
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Post by Isabella Marie Cullen on Jul 23, 2010 21:03:14 GMT 10
Bella's heart broke when her baby struggled away from her, showing her that she wanted Jacob, crying into her shirt. It stung her, made her upset that she didn't want herself, that she wanted Jacob, that Bella wasn't her favourite. She saw Jacob through the window and hurt even more, she wasn't anyones favourite anymore, she barely ever saw Edward and she rarely saw her child and now all Nessie wanted was Jacob.
"Fine!" Bella yelled, hurting, starting to sob "If the dog is what you want, have him" she told Nessie, going over to the window and opening it, handing her over to Jacob "take her! Everyone else seems to be leaving me so why don't i loose my baby who i only get to see for a few hours a week too?!" she screamed at Jacob, running into her room sobbing, locking the door behind her, looking at the pile of folding and starting on it while she sobbed, trying to keep herself from curling up onto the bed sobbing
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 23, 2010 21:46:38 GMT 10
Jacob sighed as he watched the scene through the window. Nessie was struggling to get free of Bella’s arms, and for a reason unknown to Jake, she placed her right hand on her mother’s face. Bella’s started yelling again, clearly angry with whatever she had just done. For god sake’s, she’d only touched her face and the kid was getting yelled at. Nessie seemed unruffled by her mother’s words and turned around, and stared out the window. Jacob returned the grin that he received from Nessie and waved a little. This time he wasn’t faking the smile, because seeing the little girl smile made him happy, too.
If the dog is what you want, have him. Jacob flinched at the words, Bella had never called him a dog. Well, once, but that was when he had tried to kiss her and he’d deserved it. But this time he’d done nothing wrong. He was then handed little Nessie, who looked to be on the verge of starting to cry again. She hated all this conflict and fighting, and Jake could tell that she wasn’t going to get much peace. He hugged her to his chest, feeling that she was a little cooler than her normal temperature, but also trying to shield Nessie if Bella snapped. He prayed she wouldn’t, because she’d probably bite him, and the venom was poison to the wolves.
”Bella!” Jake called to his friend, ”How about we both play with her? All this fighting is making her upset, can’t you see that?” he said softly, now at the door to her room. He tried to open it, but it was locked. If he really wanted to, he could shove it open without a fuss, but it looked like the door wasn’t easily replaceable. ”Look, I’m sorry, okay? But all of this was out of my control.”
WORDS! 309
STATUS! Complete
TAGS! Bella Nessie Open
NOTES! Sucksss
INSPIRATION! I have zilch XD
CREDITS! Template by arro @ Caution!
LYRICS! Mr Brightside by The Killers
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Post by Renesmee Carlie Cullen. on Jul 24, 2010 11:26:39 GMT 10
Renesmee looked up at her mother as she quickly started to yell at her. Nessie coward slightly, and she started crying once more. She bit her lip and shook her head slightly, but not too much, as if she was afraid her mother would strike her, just for showing what she wanted. Renesmee didn't feel safe next to her mother, sure that there was a reason why her father kept Bella Cullen away. Renesmee wasn't sure what else there was to say to her. She was afraid that her mother would get angrier if she says anything else wrong, so she stayed quiet. She looked back over to Jacob, looking slightly upset now.
Nessie flinched as she also saw Jacob flinch. She looked up over to him, knowing she would feel better the moment that she was in his arms. She listened to her mothers words, but tried to block them out. Renesmee was a peaceful child, despite how much she already knew about the world, despite how curious she was about everything. Everything that didnt involve sunshine & lollipops and...rainbows. Renesmee felt more at home as she placed her head onto Jacob's chest, feeling instantly warmer. She just felt connected to him...it was all the way he looked at her, like she was special. More so than she really was.
Finally, Jacob started to walk over to her mother, before speaking. "Did I hurt, Mummy again?" she asked, tears in her eyes again despite who she was with. Renesmee placed her hand on Jacob's face, showing her her first memory outside the womb, her mother in pain...her mother dying, putting in her emotions to show how much she had hated that. She took her hand away from Jacob's face, waiting for not only his response, but her mothers too.
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Post by Isabella Marie Cullen on Jul 24, 2010 11:54:02 GMT 10
Bella sobbed and sobbed, hearing everything on the other side of the door, finally having enough, unlocking the door and looking at Renesmee and Jacob, angry and hurt at both of them. "You ruined everything now Jacob, thanks alot, you have officially ruined the only half an hour of my day that I enjoy anymore" she snapped at him, knowing that she would never get time with her baby again "I hate you Jacob Black, I'm never going to be her favourite or her best friend, ever and it's all your fault" she told him, still sobbing before turning her attention to Renesmee
"And yes you have Renesmee. I'm going hunting" she told the two of them "good luck keeping your life when my husband gets home to take her off me, he is probably only minutes away. Leave this cottage with my baby and I will track you down and tear you into pieces Jacob"
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 24, 2010 13:24:37 GMT 10
Jacob sighed and stared at the little girl in his arms. Nessie’s cheeks were bright pink and her eyelashes were wet with tears. He held her close, ready for another onslaught from Bella. Nessie asked if she had hurt mummy, and Jacob shook his head quickly. ”No, Jake hurt mummy.” he said, waiting for Bella to come out again and take the baby off him. He felt Nessie’s hand on his cheek, and when he saw images enter his brain, he flinched away. ”Holy crap!” he smiled, despite it all, and let Nessie show him the images of her past. Through the little girl’s memories, Jacob witnessed how Bella had given birth, when Bella had died, and she could feel how sorry Nessie was for the pain she caused her mother. When the images faded and he once again saw his surroundings, he shook his head. ”It’s not your fault.”
Just as Jacob suspected, Bella opened her bedroom door with her face twisted in rage. Her eyes were bright and their red colour seemed to intensify when she was angry. ”I didn’t know you only saw her for half an hour...” Jake whispered, feeling a little stupid that he’d forgotten how protective Edward was with the people he cared for. Of course Bella, the newborn, wouldn’t be allowed with Nessie, the half human, for very long. He felt stupid that he’d been so oblivious. ”I’m sorry, I didn’t know.” Jacob didn’t say anything else during Bella’s angry outburst, he only flinched when he said she hated him. She’d said that before and they were still friends after, but this time wouldn’t be the same.
Jake’s jaw dropped when Bella turned on Nessie, telling her that she’d hurt her. It wouldn’t have been so bad if she wasn’t so angry, perhaps a gentle, ‘you’ve hurt me, Nessie’. But this was definitely going to turn on the baby waterworks. Jake patted Nessie’s head, wiped away her tears and said, ”She doesn’t mean that. Mummy’s angry with me.” he pressed his lips together tightly when Bella threatened him. ”You know I wouldn’t do that.”
WORDS! 351
STATUS! Complete
TAGS! Bella Nessie Open
NOTES! Sucksss
INSPIRATION! I have zilch XD
CREDITS! Template by arro @ Caution!
LYRICS! Mr Brightside by The Killers
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Post by Renesmee Carlie Cullen. on Jul 24, 2010 14:24:29 GMT 10
Nessie looked up at Jacob, knowing that she had hurt her mother, no matter what he would say, she wouldn't change her mind what so ever. She started to allow the tears to flow again. She hated how her own mother made her feel, how Bella didn't see that all her daughter wanted was for peace between the two 'grown ups' as she put it. Renesmee hated fighting, hated that she cried every time some one fought with another person. Obviously, she would be the person who would march outside an army base screaming War! Hmm, yeah! What is it good for?! Absolutely NOTHING! Say it again now! She truly was going to be an activist, no doubt about that.
Renesmee listened to Jacob curse, not expecting it, but she didnt know what it meant. She had never heard any one swear before, so thankfully she didnt know what it meant. She looked up at Jacob as she spoke, telling her that it wasnt her fault. "Yes...yes, it is. I hurt Mummy. And I didnt mean to" she said, frowning as her tears came down again. Usually she didnt cry. It was only when some one was angry at her when she did nothing wrong.
Renesmee looked up at her mother, scared that her mother would stab her with even more words of hate. And sure enough, she had.
Renesmee stayed silent for a few moments, until the words sunk in and she cried. More so than she had ever before. Squeels & screams came from Renes'ee's small, soft lips while tears came from her eyes. She truly looked like she was about to cry her mother a river.
Renesmee felt hurt, and all she wanted to do now was be lft alone to hate herself. For a small child, she truly was rather judgemental of herself. She looked at her mother, her lip quivering as she continued to cry. Renesmee had never cried like this before, not once.
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Post by Isabella Marie Cullen on Jul 30, 2010 20:12:51 GMT 10
Bella sighed when Nessie cried because of her, pain running through her at seeing her baby so upset. "I'm sorry Nessie" she apologized, taking her off Jacob, cuddeling her to her "I'm so, so sorry, that was mean, I'm sorry" she apologized. "Jacob" she said calmly, trying to get rid of him "Can you please just leave me alone with her? You can go up and see her at the house when she's up there" she offered.
She held her baby close and went and sat in the loungeroom, pain visable in her eyes. "Nessie, I'm sorry" she apologized "Please, forgive me?" she asked "And promise me, you will always be my little girl?" she asked, knowing that if she could, she would be crying along side her daughter
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