waiting is a pain (Isabella Marie Swan)

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella nodded when Alice asked if she was serious about Edward. "Yes" she told her "I had to stop him, we were in the meadow, he tried to use the excuse 'I decided to give you what you want' and so I told him we were waiting till the wedding and that his hormones were going wild" Bella laughed, thinking that it was ironic he was the one normally being so strict. "I thought he had a brain hemerage or something and then I remembered he's a vampire" Bella teased Edward slightly. "So I'm still able to suprise you sometimes?" she asked, smirking

[alice mary cullen]

Alice was still obvious surprised and then shook her head again. "Well...then, thats strange for him, isnt it?" she asked, raising an eyebrow. Obviously, shaking her head had helped her get over the shock a little bit. "And good on you...I hated that I didnt wait until my honey moon to be with Jasper...like that" she admitted and then bit her lip. Still, whats done is done..." she admitted, and then sighed. However, she rolled her eyes at Bella's last comment. "Believe it or not, I am actually capable of leaving the two of you to yourselves...I just choose not to" she insisted, then shrugged.

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella laughed at Alice saying that she just chose not to leave Edward and herself to themselves, not beleiveing her "I bet you couldn't last a week staying out of my relationship with edward" she told her cheekily, sitting back into the sofa

"Why do you wish that you had waited?" Bella asked, not understanding why Edward had wanted to wait, no one else did and aparently Alice and Jasper didn't even wait

[alice mary cullen]

Alice rolled her eyes before she spoke. "Of course I wouldn't last a week! I do things I want to...I thought you knew that already!" she exclaimed, grinning before she became serious and sighed. She knew what she was going to say, and didnt even need to think about it.

"Well, it was the most romantic night ever..." she admitted, and smiled. "The ring on your finger can change everything. Although I knew that he loved me...it was something about being married. It was that I was so...happy, and the night was so perfect! If I had lost it that night...I believe it would've been so much more romantic..." she admitted, then sighed.

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella sighed when she decided to tell Alice her problems. "Alice.... I'm worried that I'm not going to be.... that I'll disapoint Edward on our wedding night" she told Alice, blushing a bright red "I just don't know anything about sex...." she told her, hanging her head, worried about her wedding night, about disappointing her husband on their first night as husband and wife, about making him regret that he married her.

"I need help Alice" Bella said quietly

[alice mary cullen]

Alice tried her best not to laugh, she really, truly did...but some times, even when she tried her best, she didnt do such a good job. Sure enough, she let out a giggle or too before shaking her head with a smile on her face. "Im sure you'll be fine...just do what feels natural, thats all" Alice insisted and then shook her head once more. "You'll be great, and I doubt he can ever regret marrying you, no matter what happens" she insisted and grinned. "You should see your future some time"

Alice knew how much Edward cared for Bella, and knew that no one could ever take that away...even lousy sex couldn't ruin what they had.

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella shook her head, doubting that it was going to be fine, sure that she was going to have sex with Edward and then he would try and avoid her for all of their honeymoon. "Can you promise me something Alice?" Bella asked, nerves in her stomach "If I do something that is going to ruin my relationship or honeymoon, please ring me?" Bella asked, wanting to stop from ruining her wedding and knowing that Alice could tell her if something was going to go wrong.

[alice mary cullen]

Alice sighed happily, as if she was enjoying this...which she most certainly was. To her, this was quite hilarious. "Sure...I will. But remmeber, if youre going to do something thats uncomfortable for you, he will pick up on that and it'll ruin the entire night" she insisted and nodded her head. "Just do what feels natural...us girls have that instinct, as Im sure you have figured out by now. We do what we feel is right...and ninety nine perfect of the time...we're right" she insisted, and shrugged again. "But sure, Ill tell you if youre going to do something you shouldn't on your honeymoon..."

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

"It's not so much if I'm going to do something I shouldn't" Bella began "I don't want to do something that will upset or hurt Edward" she told her, not beleiving Alice about this instinct thing, thinking that she was making it up, not knowing how she was going to do something that she had no idea how to do.

"Were you scared you were going to stuff up the first time?" she asked, wanting to know if she was the only who who was ever nervouse, mind you, no one else had Edward Cullen to impress, the most wonderful man in the universe.

[alice mary cullen]

At that, Alice just shrugged like she usually did. "Yeah, I was kind of scared the first time...I had never been with a man before Jasper, seeing I had been holed up in an asylm..." she admitted, and then sighed. "Still, I trusted Jasper...and I followed his lead, and now, we're very...happy in that aspect" she said & winked. "If you know what I mean"

Alice smirked again before she placed her arms around Bella. "Please, dont worry about it...You'll be fine! It might seem a bit terrifying now...but once its done, you'll feel like an idiot for dreading it so much!"

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella bit her lip nervousely, finding it hard to beleive Alice that everything was going to be alright. "I'm still worried, I mean, you're a beautiful, slim, strong perfect vampire, and I'm a slow ugly human"

Bella pointed out, looking down at the ground, knowing that she had nothing that she could offer Edward, she wasn't what she was suppose to be, she wasn't perfect the way alice was, she wasn't anywhere near good enough for Edward.

[alice mary cullen]

Now Alice found no problem with not laughing. In stead, she just stared down at Bella as if her almost-glare could change her mind so easily. And in a way, it most certainly was possible. Alice wasnt any idiot, just misunderstood. She knew what she was talking about.

"Dont you DARE say that! Because youre not!" she insisted and then shook her head. "Youre beautiful, really...and youre not that slow. Sure, youre clumsy, and more prone to life threatening idiocy than anybody I know...But, you should see the way he looks at you...and possibly look at yourself in the same way. Youre a great girl, Bella...so stop worrying" Alice insisted.

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Alice scoulded her and Bella just shock her head, not beleiving her, Alice was her friend and had to say that. Bella knew that she wasn't a vampire, she wasn't beautiful and after their honeymoon, she knew that Edward was going to regret her and wish he had taken up Tanya when he had the chance, just thinking about how she was holding him back made her upset.

"I appreciate the attempt Alice but you know as well as I do that he's going to regret not accepting Tanya when he had the chance" Bella told her

[alice mary cullen]

Alice rolled her eyes and then shook her head slightly. "No, he's not...he loves you! And thats all that matters" she insisted and nodded her head this time, knowing that it was going to be hard to convince her. She was just as stubborn as Alice was, and that was most certainly saying something.

"You really should see the way he looks at you...some times, I see more love in his eyes towards you, than Jasper even shows me! It can make any girl jealous...so stop stressing. Even if you do suck at sex...it doesnt matter" she insisted and rolled her eyes yet again.

[Isabella Marie Cullen]

Bella just sat there and listened to Alice, skipping over everything good that she had said and focusing on the things that weren't so good. "So you admit that I'm going to suck at sex!" Bella said, standing up and pointing at Alice, knowing that Edward would have been better if she didn't get with him, if he had taken up Tanya's intrest.

"Edward is going to regret it" Bella moaned, dreading making Edward regret that he met her, wishing that he had never fallen for her and that he wasn't with her. "I love him so much, I don't want to disappoint him" Bella murmered to herself, forgetting that Alice had super human hearing